Recovery

research and development blog for performance project with Nat Cursio and Shannon Bott 

agar

Was thinking about what you said about petri dishes today - in relation to the binoculars. And, of course, agar (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agar). Might be worth playing with some kind of score that has to do with resin, or being slightly trapped to the floor, peeling away from a spider web or sticky substance ... generating tension between you and floor. Might be tacky as all hell (ahem), but worth a shot?

I am also curious about what you've discussed with Ben et al re set design. Any images/drawings?

Lastly, it might be worth looking at obscuring parts of the physical actions whilst you are working in the studio - either with physical objects, or using this as a provocation in the improvisations (the imagined world of 'being obscured'). I think this relates to my interest in scale .. (not sure how). You could also use the camera to frame materials in an obscuring way - either through zoomed framing, or by placing the other person between the mover and the camera.

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Image of Nat Cursio from initial development of "Recovery" (involving Shannon Bott and Nat). Image by Dianne Reid I think.

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In the Orange Room

It was quite a remarkable difference spending the day dancing in a studio that was orange, with a skylight allowing the light from outside to shine through and a studio with high ceilings and shaped differently to a square. It couldn't be more different to the small white studio/gallery room we existed in for two months that had no natural light. It's impact on the size and scale of the movement we created through this time reflected this.
 
Back at it:
 
We danced. Solos and Duets. Watching each other, dancing together and writing about what we saw. Dancing with no particular framing other then what has come before and what we know of the project and allowing that to just 'be' there without pushing it in any particular direction. I noticed the impulse to respond to what I saw with an urge to 'capture' the moments to be used an initiations for further exploration for 'recovery' but denied this impulse and allowed the watching to be more open. At times it provided at relief and was definately an enjoyable experience.
 
 
Hands that want for nothing!
 
Nats hands on me:
 
Moving in symmetry for half an hour was not en easy task. It became apparent to me that so much enjoyment and investigation when moving occurs through the options of moving without both sides of the body mirroring each other. The symmetry was challenging. I continuely stoped the impulse to change this and to 'break' the rules that had been set originally. In deciding to stay with symmetry it felt like it required further 'endurance'.
 
At first Nat's touch felt peripheral. As I became more familiar with the 'world' of the improv her touch moved into a sharper focus. Her touch offered me a relief. My experience of her touch was like being 'held' in places. Her touch 'held' me in places i wanted to leave. Guiding me to stay with it. Her touch offered an experience of moving asymmetrically whilst moving symmetrically (if this makes sense!). Even though the 'hands wanted nothing' i would read into them. Were they guiding or being a witness to the rhythm, the frustration, the boredom, the occassional moments of pleasure, the enquiry, the endurance.
 
My hands on Nat:
 
Discovering the small places. At first I was drawn to her joints then the crevices of the body and then her skin. In moments it felt as though my touch merged - camouflaged with her body and other times it felt imposing, awkward. To connect without making the presence of my hands large was difficult. I was aware of Nat 'enduring' the impact of the material on her body, her discomfort physically and i did not want to impact or enhance this further. I had questions around the 'quality' of the touch. This is something i would like to discuss further with Simon.
 
I was aware of staying present, caring, being careful, considerate, but not wanting for anything. Is the want to not impose wanting for something??
 
Nat's moving fascinated me and i felt the pull to want to watch her from a more distant perspective. She became smaller. I felt like i was looking through a magnifying glass at the tiny details - this i really enjoyed. She would take places of rest and then launch back into the movement with energy that appeared to still have an element of conserving. As if knowing she would had further to go. I was interested in this. The presence of time in her body dictated by duration. Adapting to the effort it required to continue and as time passed and the movement shifted, changed, decayed there was reminence of what had come before and a returning to the familiar as a place of rest.
 
Notes from other improves:
 
Jolt through the shoulder blades. Pulse through the scapular, clavical, elbows. Moving from the center of the body outwards and back again.
 
Resting whilst in motion.
 
Loose limbs, eyes guiding.
 
On the edge, piece by piece, falling, catching, swiping and pushing.
 
Drilling for something.... excavating.... rummouging.....
 
Catching and placing pieces of the body. Holding yourself together.
 
Flashes of Rest, contemplation, recouperation.

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black/blue - almost

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olafur eliasson


this guy does great work with light 



   
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back into it

Good to get back into the studio - and to move without placing too much importance on directly addressing the big themes. From my notes...

'the hand that doesn't want anything'...
As the mover/non-toucher I felt immediately a sense of aging. Bent over, focusng in, eyes closed and with the knowledge that I had a whole half hour to be in this place. I could feel my knees creaking and an awareness that my thighs weren't 'accustomed' like they became in the last development. The touch from Shannon heightened the awareness of my 'insides' and bones. At times I felt like a machine - like the touch somehow made me click and lock into the right places. There was certainly a level of satisfaction that came with this machine like feeling - organised. clean. clear. Sometimes when the touch stopped [for a  moment] I felt lost. Even though I wasn't expectng any explicit guidance [the hands didn't want anything] there was still some kind of support that they offered. I kept my eyes closed most of the time. And the original music that Shannon chose for this material was playing in my head quite a lot - it guided me back to the quality of 'searching' and the quality of the original 'beetle' phrase. At one point I lay face down which took the light out of the space and my eyes were filled with the deepest darkest intense blue/black. This darkness and infinity and beauty is what has really stayed with me. Occasionally I would bring my head up [most of the material is with body/head facing down] still with eyes closed and there was yellow/orange relief like the warmth of the sun..and a sense of emerging out of something. Colour saturation. 

Both as the mover and the toucher, the drawing of attention to the shoulder blades was significant. I guess in dance we don't look at the shoulder blades as much as we look at the arms for example. and the referred movements were compelling...feeling them on Shan and having Shan make me more aware of mine.

As the toucher I found it very tricky to keep my eyes closed. So my focus was split between wanting to look at the material and wanting to 'do the exercise justice'.
Memorable moment.. Shan was kind of tapping[?] her chest and I had my hands on her back so what I felt was the vibrations resonating through the torso. I felt the sense of rhythmic pressure down into the floor - which often actually made my hands slip down the body..tracing.

It was interesting to me that both of us were at some point spending some time in a squat position - similar to some other 'symmetrical' stuff we explored in january. compact. closed. shell-like. shielded.

some other notes from broader improvisations
-back of wrist connected to eye - young and old at the same time.
-the human/rest position amongst more abstract movement - moments of reflection, recuperation.
-seeing only the back of someone for a long time. 
-fragile arm. brittle feather falling
-frozen moments / body goes dormant

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hard times

I have been thinking about whether hardship/hard times endured by humans could be considered part of natural selection - important and 'vital' in other words
All other animals are much closer to being part of a natural ecosystem but we, as a 'civilised' group are out of that natural-ness, if you know what i mean.
Sometimes I wonder about all the science that goes into developing cures / drugs etc for human ailments and psychological disorders etc and it makes me think about how much we are fucking with nature...and it kind of annoys me how we have a tendency to want to fix everything.

Ofcourse if there had been an instant cure for my brother's cancer I would have jumped at it...

Anyway I wonder if this desire to repair everything / save everyone / triumph over nature could be an interesting line of enquiry...
It requires more thought and is very broad I know.... I might look at some possible choreographic manifestations of this stuff.

I was also reading about some aphid studies... see below.... and then somehow it lead to what i have written above - go figure.



.... aphids display what is called phenotypic plasticity – adults can produce offspring of several different body types. In this case, the offspring are born with or without wings, depending on whether there is a heightened threat of predation or parasitism. Offspring that can fly have greater survival chances.

Aphids are eaten by many other insects, including lady beetles, and serve as the hosts for parasitic wasps that lay eggs in them. These beneficial insects help keep aphid populations in check. But aphids have a warning that these insects are in the area. Both lady beetles and parasitic wasps leave search tracks, a trail of compounds that marks their territory, that aphids can detect.

Mondor’s research showed that aphids produced more winged offspring in response to predatory lady beetle search tracks when the carbon dioxide level was elevated and more winged offspring in response to parasitic wasp search tracks when ozone levels were elevated. While the underlying reason for this difference is currently under investigation, it is suspected that aphids are responding to differences in natural enemy search behavior under the different atmospheric conditions.

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repair

I suspect you guys have already thought of so many of these things, so apologies (in advance) for the repetition).

This morning I was reading about repair, and about fragility. It is clear that to consider recovery is also to consider repair, and processes of repair ... from many perspectives: microscopic, biochemical, anatomical, physiological, psychological.

I am interested also in the relative fragility of the body. At what stage do processes of recovery/repair commence? I am thinking here of elite endurance athletes whose bodies are strong, but are also able to recover/repair more quickly when stressed. It is as if their fragility is hidden, or avoided.

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locusts

when you've got time guys, there's some interesting stuff in here.

from ABC program CATALYST, a couple of weeks ago.

http://www.abc.net.au/catalyst/stories/2563609.htm

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working the wall - re try

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